I don’t like the idea of trying to talk to every woman that I am attracted to. Approaching someone with the possibility of being rejected or accepted every time can be a really frustrating process, that takes A LOT of will. Which is something I just don’t have for women in this day and age. It isn’t doubt, nor is it a lack of confidence. I just believe that everything I want in one will come in due time. While making myself the primary focus, and doing things to promote the euphoria I desire, I truly believe she will come. And yes, it is inevitable that I will have those thirsty days. Every guy has a least one chick that he absolutely cannot resist. And I have plenty, but I am blessed to have the willpower and adamance that god has given me, because temptation can get really heavy nowadays. Early relationship experience is something that I have never had, and I figured that the initial process wouldn’t be all that great anyway. So I don’t stress it, although there still could be lessons learned. Which applies to any situation. Speaking of lessons learned, I’ve learned that attractiveness is completely subjective. Which is apart of the reason as to why my will has ran out of stamina in the race for women. So it will always be a marathon for me, and considering the taste I have in women it may be a very long one. Or not, I’ll be sure to keep my mind open. Quality over quantity is what they say. And not to say that beautiful woman don’t have that, but if I can’t find someone like Logan Browning or Christina Millian. Then that “ordinary” chick who gives me a big smile from a far will do. The only question is where is she?